For fucks sake, I’m supposed to go the cinema today with the two guys that I’ve always been dying for. One of them lives on the other side of the world: so nothing can happen there, the other is technically my best friend right now. Great, I guess I will have to see that movie again as I doubt I’ll be able to concentrate at all, as I bet they’ll shove me in the middle of them….

I just don’t know what to do, and the problem isn’t about choosing which one I want, it’s that I can’t have either, and have to sit and endure them fretting over. Yeah of course, I am a girl, I read into everything. One of them calls me princess and my heart skips a bit, the one just gets in a bit too close and I start getting butterflies. Oh lord, we’ll see how it goes then I guess… :)